Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Fourth Wednesday - Day Nineteen

On the road again - forty-eight hours in the life of a Northern Resident. Did I say that Lent was about 'Journey'?

Unlike two weeks ago, when I sat in the Yellowknife Airport departure lounge for three hours waiting for a flight to leave, eveyrthing about the flight this morning seemed normal. We left on time and about the usual time the Captain came on the public announcement system to tell us we would be at the gate by ten to nine. But as we descended, the clouds never seemed to get any closer. We kept going down, but never seemed to get through them. I dozed off for a moment and then woke up to see that things had cleared below us, or so I thought. It was only a few moments until the captain came back on to tell us the fog had rolled into Edmonton and we were in a holding pattern for fifteen minutes to see if the fog would clear. I think I counted four or five circuits - weather absolutely clear from Wabamun all the way to the Rocky Mountains over three hours drive to the west, but right over Edmonton was that same pillowy blanket of fog that had prevented us from landing on time. After the fourth or fifth circuit we unmistakably climbed out of our hold and headed south. Strangely it was quite a while before the captain confirmed what I already knew. We were headed for Calgary.

So here I am sitting at Gate 42 at Calgary International Airport while fuel is loaded, some passengers are unloaded, and the remainder of us are waiting patiently and impatiently for the fog to clear in Edmonton. I am supposed to be chairing a meeting, but the scheduled start was twenty minutes ago  - so no point in worrying about that.

As I sat here I began reflecting on what a difference forty-eight hours can make. About forty-seven hours ago I was sitting on the frozen expanse of Walsh Lake on a beautiful, reasonably mild March day, seeing if I could attract a fish to the line I had dangling down a hole cut in the ice. It was peaceful and relaxing - a welcome respite from the frenetic pace I've been setting lately.

Two weeks ago I was in a situation that is somewhat reminiscent of today's adventure, The one big difference is that the fog rolled early into Edmonton that day, so we sat in Yellowknife waiting to board - with internet and cell phone at our ready command to tell people what was happening, instead of sitting in Calgary waiting to head back to Edmonton.

Three episodes of waiting  - two out of my control and one completely at my control. Time passes at the same rate every second, minute and hour, and yet the way we spend that time, the attitude we have during its passing and the thoughts that occupy our minds make all the difference.

Gate 42, Calgary International Airport
Calgary, Alberta
Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Third Tuesday - Day Eighteen

Discernment and Bread/Fruit for the Journey

Apologies to my faithful readers. Yes, I missed posting this on the right day. Better late than not at all!
We had a meeting of our local Community Life and Membership Committee this evening. On our agenda, among other things, was 1) an evaluation of the Shrove Tuesday Pancake Supper, 2) a review of the after worship refreshment supplies, and 3) a final edit of our local church brochure. Interestingly enough there were issues of food and/or healthy eating associated with each of these agenda items.
It seems to me that food has become one of the button issues in today's world. Is it a coincidence that we ended up talking about food so often in our meeting last night or is it a theological nudge?

One school of theological thought would claim that there are no coincidences; that because everything is connected, we need to pay attention to the so-called coincidences in order to discern what they might tell us about the call of God.
And so the question that comes to mind with respect to the various food references at our meeting is this: Is there something to be discerned about where God might be leading us?

I hope that you the reader do not take this theological reflection as an undermining of the decisions the committee took - it certainly is not intended that way, except to raise issues that came to mind during our discussion, but which were also niggling at me after our discussion. So I truly raise them as a question about whether there might be some theological discernment at work here.

The arguments pro and con are not new. In fact, they seem to come up in church circles with regularity. They centre around cost, convenience and conscientiousness. Cost is ever an important concern of every church congregation, as is convenience in a world where people and their time are stretched ever more, and conscientiousness is just another way of saying: faithfulness.

In our discussions the first issue we dealt with was a request for some healthier options to be made available at the Pancake Supper. Not much needs to be said about the positive reasons for this. In a world where we are constantly being alerted to the importance of healthy eating, the arguments for healthier options are obvious. However, there are also arguments against. One is the tradition of Mardi Gras - when rich, perhaps unhealthy foods are used up in order to remove the temptation of eating them during Lent. It's also about cost. How much more would it cost to offer healthier food and would we have to implement a quota system in order to control how much of the healthier food we would be required to offer? Of course there's also the "Why change a working system?" argument.

The second "healthy food" discussion at the meeting centred on whether real juice would be offered during fellowship time. It's actually a discussion we began a few months ago, but which never really came to a conclusion. Again the pro arguments are obvious, but cost and convenience are once again the main cons.

Ultimately the committee decided against the full healthy option in both cases, opting to continue the healthier choices that were implemented this year at the Pancake Supper.

As mentioned above, the decisions were made, and I'm fine with them, but my role as theological reflector cannot help but notice the irony or coincidence of having the issue of healthy food come up in one particular meeting of a committee which is not given at other times to any discussions about food. This led me to do some thinking about what it all might mean, and to ponder whether we were indeed being nudged by God.

Let's consider what some different choices might mean:

One change could lead to another. We could become known as the church which offers healthy food options. We could advertise a "new and improved" pancake supper with vegetarian sausages and fresh fruit to put on our pancakes. We could advertise our belief in making connections - connections with God, connections with others, connections between what we eat and how we live - where connections with God happens at worship while connections with each other happen at fellowship time and connections with healthy bodies are made because we offer real juice.

Okay, okay I'm dreaming here - but this is what mission is about. It's about discerning what kind of community of faith we are - what kind of community of faith we want to be and then making sure that our actions - both public and private, match what we say - "walking the talk" is another way to say it. It all starts with discernment - where and how is God calling us. What do we want people to know and learn about God because of the way we make ourselves known in and about the wider community?

We could be the "healthy food" church .That says something about God and ourselves and the connections between us.

We could be the "open and inviting" church. That says something too.

We could be the "warm and friendly" church. That's what most churches say they are, but visitors know very quickly whether it is true or not.

We could be the "affirming church". Do our statements - public and otherwise, written and understood, really tell that about ourselves. Do we live it?

We could be the "coffee cup and blue jeans" church.

We could be all of the above, or none of them, and be something else.

Just how would you describe your desire for your church? What does it say about who you are and who you think God wants you to be as a community of faith.

Those are the kinds of questions I'm thinking about this day...

Yellowknife,
Tuesday, March 9, 2010